Martha May I: Feeling Good Again

After two days of resting.. actually tossing and turning, having weird dreams.. I'm feeling good today. I am not sure why I was feeling sick.. could have been a stomach bug. My Mom reminded me that Peter was sick last Monday and we had similar symptoms so maybe that's what it was. Whenever I feel sick I am so worried the old problems are coming back.

I'm still going to take it easy today.. Peter did the shopping.. I got the laundry caught up yesterday. I just want to do a little cleaning and then cook a nice dinner.. nothing too difficult.. spaghetti and meatballs with salad and fruit.

Having my Mammogram tomorrow. I never really worry about it too much but it's a whole different thing once you have had breast cancer. Even though I had a small tumor and it was removed by lumpectomy I always feel things in my self exam. My doctor told me just to feel for changes but I feel changes all the time.. I think it's all scar tissue.. some from the surgery and some from radiation but it's weird not to know what it is.. last year the radiologist said she thought she could see something at the tumor site under the scar tissue.. Ultrasound didn't show it enough so I had a MRI.. I've had lots and lots of MRI's, CT's etc.. and this was by far one of the worst.. wouldn't wish it on anyone.. Hopefully that won't be a repeat this year.

Just for fun here are a few pictures of my beautiful children