Yesterday would have been 35 years of marriage had we not split up.. I thought the sun rose in him and you can see it in the picture.. Young love.. old dreams.. it was not to be.. but he is the father of my 3 wonderful children.. he's not here anymore.. took his own life in 08.. his wife won't let anymore read the note he left.. but she told my oldest right after it happened that he said he had done so many wrong things and hurt so many people he couldn't look at himself in the mirror anymore.. she now says that's not true.. BUT I know it's true.. I loved him and so did the kids.. thank God for a man like Peter who I can love much, much more and who loves me and my kids! A man we can count on.
No comments:
Post a Comment